Unappreciative

I've got a problem: i can't seem to appreciate my holidays. I work hard the whole year. I hardly take a day off, there's just so much to do. And at the end of the year, the company forces me to use up my annual leave. If i don't, then i can't carry it forward to the next year, and its wasted.

Sitting at home today, and thinking about how i'll have to twiddle my thumbs for another 10 days, it makes me wonder whether i would have been better off giving up those holidays and going to office anyway.

I just don't know what to do while on holiday. I sleep all day, then i awake, itching to do something, finding nothing, i try to sleep some more or watch the tv. But i can only do so much of that before i begin crawling up the walls. So i go out. Drive around for a bit before i get bored out of my mind, come home with a few DVDs i bought along the way, watch more tv, play some computer games, get bored again and stare at the ceiling, lying on bed.

Its like this every year. I need to find something to do, or somewhere to go. Fast.